Starting new

My goal now that the blogs are merged is to post at least once a week. Hopefully more as it catches on. I didn't know how tough this new life would be. (It doesn't help that my ex cant get on board with normal)....anyhow. I am starting from square one on this weight loss thing. I am 25lbs below my highest weight and none of my clothes fit. I am not a happy person on the outside.....it is time for the outside to catch up with the inside. I am happy. I am finding myself. and I am more confident than I have been in a long time. I have years of work ahead of me. I am looking forward to it though. I am not so sure about the outside work right now. I reread the blog again....and I think if I push hard I will look forward to the sweat again...right now however it is  a lot of work. Kids work meetings service and now working out. I am going to have to combine some of this. A month ago I started walking. I started at an 18 min mile. I am at 16:45 now. I started weight lifting tonight with my 5lb weights and held a plank for 20 sec (3 intervals). My hope is that by next week I will be at (3) 1 min intervals and a 16 min mile. No mater what I will improve. So here we go...Starting New!