In 11 days I get to push myself to do something that I would have NEVER thought I would do. In 11 days I will acomplish a goal that I would have never met. What do you think? Is it worth setting goals that seem unatainable? Goals that seem unreachable? Would I do it again?
The thing is I would. Even better is I can. I used to be a sit on the couch and watch others live kind of girl. I used to keep to myself and never let myself shine. I used to wish I was able to show people what was in the inside and put myself out there, but never did. I am having fun. I am loving what is happening with me on the inside and out. My marrige is stronger, my children have a better mom, and I feel closer to my old friends and am really glad about making new friends. It is difficult to put yourself in a position you dont want to when you dont feel good about who you are. I call it "The Bad Place" It is the place I was living, the place where everyone seemed to have a life and I was being left behind. Everyone had close friendships and things to do places to go. I would eat. I still eat when I get down, I think that it will always be a battle for me. So will opening up to people..... But to be honest, it is so much better to be open with my feelings, to let everyone know who I am than sitting on the couch wishing that I had that one good friendship....the good marrige...and the functional children.
Just a thought for the day!
1 comment:
Yes, it is worth it. You'll never know what/how much your capable of if you never try things you don't know if, or don't think you can do.
The emotionally, mentally, and physically stronger person, the happier person, the person with a more enriched and fulfilling life that you are now is a result of that.
You are doing great, keep setting goals that seem unreachable!
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